GOOD BYE 2019
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Time flies fast and just like in a blink..we are at the end of December 2019 already.
Back to topic..
Personally 2019 has been nice to me..(not to mention Malaysia politics and economy)..
Not just that...it super duper extra awesome!!
Alhamdulillah..
The super nice chapter in my life is in 2019; performing my 1st umrah with my husband & parents. It's was amazing..no words can describe how grateful, how truly blessed i feel.
Actually 2019 is the year that i starting fresh..
I "closed" my social media , FB on 1st Jan 2019 and IG on Sept 2019. I keep my circle small, eventually it is the best decision i ever make.
My life getting vividly livid since then, everything become so real when i focused and live only with the real person, real friendship... not been blinded with the so-many-friends- virtually-but-in-reality-there-is-none. I don't need many, few is enough as long as they are the quality one..non-toxic. As bonus, i don't need to waste my time watching the soc media life... AND ABOVE ALL... you guys don't need to feel irritated with my posts hahahaha... Allah blessed all of you hahahaha..
2019 is the year that i started Dhuha consistently... and i can feel.the difference. Everything seem so smooth even there's time that i was down under, but then, as i told earlier... i become calmer..and easily find way to overcome any problems and obstacles.
And the moment i can't forget is when i'm sujood in Dhuha at Quba Mosque, Madinah... i feel very thankful because 2019 is when i started.Dhuha, in the same year...Allah invites me to Dhuha in Nabawi Mosque, Quba Mosque & Masjidil Haram. Alhamdulillah. If you haven't started Dhuha yet, wait no more... you can feel and see the diffrence. It's wasn't about wealth..it's about serenity.Maybe i'll share in detail about Dhuha in other entry.
2019 also teach me the feeling of holding on to Him when my husband was warded because of viral fever and my sister is suddenly warded due to lungs infection.Never in my life experienced this. But lesson learned, life is just too short, so cherish everything and everyone before we'd be called to meet Him. Above all... check our good deeds and taqwa constantly so that we died in imaan. Even if we are not free from sin but at least we avoided it and Allah knows everything, our intention, hidden or seen.Are we really put Him 1st in our life.
2019 is when i count my callories intake and Alhamdulillah i lost a few pounds... Did not hit my target yet but hey..small progress is still a progress and i'm superproud of myself hehehe.. Health is wealth.
2019, as any other years that passed by.. people comes and go in my life. I feel no regret because i know nothing in this life happened with no reasons..nothing happened without Allah permission and wills. And yet, He is the best planner.
I do believe that there as solid reason why someone comes into our life or walk away from my life.
Sooner or later we'll find it out and He will never ever let us down.
This year I start to say NO to people, things and places that drained my energy.
I just...
Stay true to whom are true to me.
Be warm to whom are warm to me.
Be cold to whom are cold to me.
Apreciating whom apreciating me.
Respecting whom respecting me.
Sorry, i don't want to waste my time appreciating people who don't appreciate me anymore. I'm not afraid of loosing you, but i'm afraid you are loosing me. I was so naive or too nice before; i try hard to be nice or winning the heart of people who treated me as completely stranger. No more in 2019.
Igonorance is a bliss... i just ignore people whom their heart has no space for me... I'm not hating...noooo it's not... I just don't want to concern, have involvment with them... they considered me as strangers then the real stranger is going to serve them up. Might sound childish but i think that is sign of maturity. *flipping hair*.. But trust me.. when I started aprriciating and focusing only on people who need me and priorotize me in their life, thats make my heart happier and stress free...
I don't want to burden my life with people or things that don't deserve my love and care.
So 2019 has my ups and downs, good and bad memories....Alhamdulillah 'ala kullihal...
TQ 2019 for all the nice memories and lesson..
TQ Allah for being nice towards sinner like me. Good bye 2019...
And as conclusion.. Welcome 2020...hope it will be better than the best i ever had before...
and i don't know why tonight i'm writing in English after a long long longggggg time i haven't write in English.. My grammar, my vocab ...had been degraded by times, do pardon them and do pardon me huhuhu.... Maybe this is a sign that in 2020 i should improving my English. ..
To 2020 and beyond!!!!
May Allah ease...
Time flies fast and just like in a blink..we are at the end of December 2019 already.
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Seems like yesterday i bought this planner..and guess what.. i haven't finish it yet and boom...!! Tomorrow is 2020 hahahaha.. |
Back to topic..
Personally 2019 has been nice to me..(not to mention Malaysia politics and economy)..
Not just that...it super duper extra awesome!!
Alhamdulillah..
The super nice chapter in my life is in 2019; performing my 1st umrah with my husband & parents. It's was amazing..no words can describe how grateful, how truly blessed i feel.
Actually 2019 is the year that i starting fresh..
I "closed" my social media , FB on 1st Jan 2019 and IG on Sept 2019. I keep my circle small, eventually it is the best decision i ever make.
My life getting vividly livid since then, everything become so real when i focused and live only with the real person, real friendship... not been blinded with the so-many-friends- virtually-but-in-reality-there-is-none. I don't need many, few is enough as long as they are the quality one..non-toxic. As bonus, i don't need to waste my time watching the soc media life... AND ABOVE ALL... you guys don't need to feel irritated with my posts hahahaha... Allah blessed all of you hahahaha..
2019 is the year that i started Dhuha consistently... and i can feel.the difference. Everything seem so smooth even there's time that i was down under, but then, as i told earlier... i become calmer..and easily find way to overcome any problems and obstacles.
And the moment i can't forget is when i'm sujood in Dhuha at Quba Mosque, Madinah... i feel very thankful because 2019 is when i started.Dhuha, in the same year...Allah invites me to Dhuha in Nabawi Mosque, Quba Mosque & Masjidil Haram. Alhamdulillah. If you haven't started Dhuha yet, wait no more... you can feel and see the diffrence. It's wasn't about wealth..it's about serenity.Maybe i'll share in detail about Dhuha in other entry.
2019 also teach me the feeling of holding on to Him when my husband was warded because of viral fever and my sister is suddenly warded due to lungs infection.Never in my life experienced this. But lesson learned, life is just too short, so cherish everything and everyone before we'd be called to meet Him. Above all... check our good deeds and taqwa constantly so that we died in imaan. Even if we are not free from sin but at least we avoided it and Allah knows everything, our intention, hidden or seen.Are we really put Him 1st in our life.
2019 is when i count my callories intake and Alhamdulillah i lost a few pounds... Did not hit my target yet but hey..small progress is still a progress and i'm superproud of myself hehehe.. Health is wealth.
2019, as any other years that passed by.. people comes and go in my life. I feel no regret because i know nothing in this life happened with no reasons..nothing happened without Allah permission and wills. And yet, He is the best planner.
I do believe that there as solid reason why someone comes into our life or walk away from my life.
Sooner or later we'll find it out and He will never ever let us down.
This year I start to say NO to people, things and places that drained my energy.
I just...
Stay true to whom are true to me.
Be warm to whom are warm to me.
Be cold to whom are cold to me.
Apreciating whom apreciating me.
Respecting whom respecting me.
Sorry, i don't want to waste my time appreciating people who don't appreciate me anymore. I'm not afraid of loosing you, but i'm afraid you are loosing me. I was so naive or too nice before; i try hard to be nice or winning the heart of people who treated me as completely stranger. No more in 2019.
Igonorance is a bliss... i just ignore people whom their heart has no space for me... I'm not hating...noooo it's not... I just don't want to concern, have involvment with them... they considered me as strangers then the real stranger is going to serve them up. Might sound childish but i think that is sign of maturity. *flipping hair*.. But trust me.. when I started aprriciating and focusing only on people who need me and priorotize me in their life, thats make my heart happier and stress free...
I don't want to burden my life with people or things that don't deserve my love and care.
So 2019 has my ups and downs, good and bad memories....Alhamdulillah 'ala kullihal...
TQ 2019 for all the nice memories and lesson..
TQ Allah for being nice towards sinner like me. Good bye 2019...
And as conclusion.. Welcome 2020...hope it will be better than the best i ever had before...
and i don't know why tonight i'm writing in English after a long long longggggg time i haven't write in English.. My grammar, my vocab ...had been degraded by times, do pardon them and do pardon me huhuhu.... Maybe this is a sign that in 2020 i should improving my English. ..
To 2020 and beyond!!!!
May Allah ease...
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